today did it.

So after spending a year on the internet dating circuit and losing all my vices I feel like I took away all the pleasure in my life. Like I turned myself into a drone. I think Im losing it. I mean quitting drinking and smoking was a great accompolishment but it severely crippled my love life. Here I sit single and unknowing in a small town doing nothing but working and striking out. Words travel fast here so I guess Im making progress in getting people to know me. But shit if you dont drink or do drugs then your out. I guess I just need to be patient. I dont want to go back to where I was.